Some days are such a struggle to move from my bed to my couch.
As some of you know I have fibromyalgia and if you don’t know what that I urge you to do some research. If you struggle with this illness I am so sorry and know your pain, feelings, and difficulties!
My fibromyalgia is a daily fight with my own body. Some days I can do a little bit and some days I can’t do anything. My body hurts and yeah most people are like yeah we all have pain we all hurt blah blah blah. This pain is excruciating, imagine tiny fire ants all down your arms, legs, hips, shoulders, and back. Imagine not being able to get the fire ants to stop biting. That’s a little bit of what fibromyalgia feels like. There are other things that my illness have caused, insomnia, and twitching are some of them. This illness interferes with my everyday life.
Today is a bad pain day. I have taken my medication, but the pain today is too strong for my meds which is an unfortunate common thing with this illness. I wish i had help today, I wish i could sleep today, I’d like to give up and call it quits today, but guess what first and foremost i am a mother and i can’t give up. My babies need me.
I don’t want to exsist today but i will for my kiddos.
Sorry boys mama will do better!!!
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